what has mengtar been up to... nothing good, i assume.



i'm still having wet dreams over larger-than-life guitar hero. that's where you play it on a giant projection screen ((fifteen feet or so)) so your video-game character is actually larger than your being. ((ego not included)) but things haven't been the same since that night. and i'm having fun with it for now, but i'd be lying if i said i wasn't waiting for you to snap out of it.



my new favorite place to hang out has officially turned into the texas 8 ball. especially because i won my first game against homeboy last night... which means that we actually might stop hanging out there altogether to parallel the fact that after beating him once in both darts and bowling ((anything else i'm forgetting?? awesomeness perhaps?)) we have ceased participation in said activities. balls to you, sir.



new years was fun. i wasn't allowed to get as schwasted as i had hoped, as i had to work at 6am, but i still had a good time. i caught the end of the hickory street hellraisers' gig at banter. but was in time to listen to them sing ((poorly)) the 20-minute version of auld lang syne. apparently that song has a thousand verses. i giggled every time.



post-banter i grabbed a drink with bballa and co. at t8b and talked a bit with the original ax who is still trying to fuck me, but for some reason i'm hesitant. maybe it's because of l-t-lGH3 night. maybe it's because i don't like being choked.



we went again last night and before we left he gave me a hug and asked if i could come over after he was done closing down the bar. i told him that i was going to play some gh at homeboys place. in response, he slides one hand down my pants and runs the other hand through my hair, pulls it back and bites my neck. pretty hot, but not convincing enough. ((sorry))

partied later down in argyle or justin or something with homeboy's friends. had a lot more fun than i thought ((low expectations again)) because i remembered a few of them and more than a few of them remembered me. "hey, it's the yankee girl!" also, my pumas matched my shirt and belt and i felt i was dressed appropriately. ((thanks, cx!))



this was our first rock band injury. poor kx...



bx is at 40. how am i losing to a guy that wears a sweatshirt with cut-off sleeves?!? seriously! i mean... my hair is soo much cuter than his AND i have a blog! i should be dick central.



merry xmas to me on FRIDAY! my presents should be arriving via ups. ((but fuck ups because i'm still bitter about the yamaha incident of 2004... even though it was pretty badass))



also, this is my first new years resolution ever. and it's going to be badass and i hate you for being condescending about it. ((balls excited!)) if a mengtar is in a room by herself with no pants and messy hair, she probably just got done masturbating. you heard it here first.