caught the crashsight cd release show on friday. it turned out pretty baller. it was pretty cool seeing d'amato and a couple of the old work people... and creepy hx that wanted to get me in a threeway with his gay roommate... if you recall, bx said he has two mommies.

photos will be shared post photo-shopping because i couldn't remember how to change my camera settings for shitty show-lighting. balls.

also, i saw this girl that was decently unattractive wearing an ugly tent-dress get her crotch grabbed by an even more unattractive dude. i threw up a little in my mouth. save it for your cheeto-stained living room sofa, please.

the minute homeboy left my side, some dock-worker fresh from the fish market asked if he was my boyfriend. my eyes grew to ultra-panic-size and i said yes and turned away quickly... whew... one more conversation i will never have to have.

i made a peach smoothie for breakfast because i'm out of raspberries and i don't think strawberries and peaches would mesh well and i didn't want to open a new container of raspberry yogurt.

i really like shitty music today.

i went to the wing pit xmas party last night. ate some kickin chinese in lewisville. then went bowling. i turkeyed the first game and didn't even break 100 in the second. balls to that.

there was a girl at the bowling alley wearing the same tent dress as the girl whose crotch was diddled at the curtain club, but she was under 200 lbs. and asian, and i've already accepted that asians can wear whatever the fuck they want and it will be okay...

also, when picking out my clothes, i like to pretend that i'm asian.

my bff left me some crazy-kid voicemail last night. wow. and the little miss desperate award goes to...

today would be a nice day for sidewalk chalk had i not burned the shit out of myself watching drum corps yesterday. fuck.

it was worth it though. the blue stars are sounding great. i would give anything to have played a pit book like that. i loved the book in 03 and 05. the others were okay. whatever. i'm over it. FCO!!! percussion videos are on their way. stay tuned.



daniel, kennedy, caleb and i watched them rehearse the whole day at UNT. everyone was really excited to see me ((minus one)) and had pretty much the exact same reaction: "megan, you look so great!... but... you're soo white!" i laughed.

apparently michael, mario and michael ann tried making an appearance but were turned away by a staff member who said it was a closed rehearsal... apparently alumni and friends are an exception? because there were a lot of people watching. lame-os.

chade griffe gave me big hugs and said, "if it's any consolation, thanks to your friends in the guard, every girl in the corps absolutely hates them both and all of the rookies know who you are because they've been told stories about how cool you are. we're all on your side." i wish luke holliger had been there also. i miss him too.



afterwards john and i were finally able to sit down and talk. i only cried a little bit. i still love him, even though i've accepted that it's done. i miss him tons.

i also took the visual staff on a beer run to the beer barn. fun fun.



got my ass handed to me in darts at ur moms with travis. i will win one day. one day....

i have my own catch phrase now: suck dick and drum.

what about it.



now i will go pick up some kfc to eat at wing pit with cathy and read a book drinking dollar drafts ((after 6p))