jx was out of town this weekend for drum corps and shit. it was lonely without him. i worked double shifts every day, but still had to try filling every extra hour to keep my mind off missing him.

friday night i went down to the curtain club in dallas to catch a friend's band. crash sight. they were pretty fucking good. a lot better than i thought they were going to be. i was impressed.

saturday night i chilled with basically the same people and hung out at ax's apartment. her cat dez hogged the couch. her boyfriend made me stay up and watch vacuum and chuck norris infomercials.

torii hunter just batted in joe mauer. 8-2. yankees lead.

it was really nice getting jx back home. to fuck him, to sleep next to him, to be held by him. it's hard knowing that after two years i'm going to be giving it all up soon.

we saw grindhouse, the new tarantino/rodriguez film at the movie tavern today. it was awesome. the first half was rough because i was trying to eat the whole time... and it was pretty gross to watch... but the second half of the first half was just plain funny. the second part of the double feature film was absolutely awesome. i laughed. hard.

naveen andres ((sayid, the hottie in lost)) was in the first feature. i love that guy.

apparently the girl that was our server at the tavern also spins at tjs on wednesday nights. interesting. i caught an"i'm trying to pick you up" vibe from jx when he introduced himself to her. it made me nauseous and i cried a little bit. he didn't notice.