so here was the situation. mengtar was about to get some from jxnumberthree. but every 20 seconds or so...

jxnumberthree said:

le sigh... le sigh... le sigh...

mengtar said:

dude, what's up? is this okay?

jxnumberthree said:

yeah... i don't know... le sigh

mengtar rolls over and said:

well, if you don't want to, we can just go to sleep. it's cool

jxnumberthree said:

yeah... i don't know... le sigh

mengtar goes to sleep and is getting frisked by jxnumberthree shortly after...

((twentyorso seconds pass))

jxnumberthree said:

le sigh

mengtar said:

okay, seriously. do you not want to do this? because i have to leave for work in about two hours. so either we're fucking or i'm sleeping.

jxnumber three said:

le sigh

mengtar said:

gnight.

this cycle actually happened three times... so that's why i was all preturbed and such earlier. and now for the three supposed reasons on why i'm still horny and sexually tense as balls:

1- fear of jxnumberthree's crazy ex finding out and going crazy on mengtar or jxnumberthree. legit.
2- jxnumberthree felt as though he was taking advantage of mengtar... which only makes sense if you know jxnumberthree and that he has never slept with a girl that he wasn't currently in a relationship with. ((i hate ending sentences in prepositions, but i'm lazy. fuck you in)) legit.
3- fear of jxnumberthree's crazy ex that just moved out the day before but still had a key busting in the room and cutting us both up with the pieces of broken mirror laying on the floor outside jxnumberthree's bedroom from the prior evening's confrontation. legit.

also, we played rockband.

welp, here goes... at least i'll have something to gossip about later...