i was driving home last night smoking my last cigarette of the pack thinking "hmm... should i stop and get more or should i quit?" that's usually my thought process and the process usually ends with "no, i'll quit after the next one" because quitting smoking has been very fresh in my mind for the past several months.

and i know this is going to sound ultra-super lame, but i changed the radio station and linkin park's breaking the habit was on. and then i decided that, yes, i quit. and i've quit many many times before, and it has lasted anywhere between 6 hours to 5 days. but this time i actually feel a lot different about it. i feel about smoking now the same way i did about drinking then.

i'm also not saying that i will never have another cigarette for as long as i live, but i'm definitely going to be done for a few weeks and hopefully after that, i will not have to do it nearly as much.

boredom train 5000, i know.