even if nothing pans out the way i want it to and even though things are miserable now, i am grateful for everything i have in texas. a great place to stay surrounded by amazing people.

interesting night at jupiter. chilled with patrick having mindless idle chatter. mike and james stopped by after the bar drunk with some jack in the box. ((jack in the crack for anyone reading from missouri)) and things turned angry and philosophical. mostly political. but not even a democrat vs. republican way. but how people do or don't have the same opportunities as others depending on birth rights, homelessness, mental illness, etc. some people are just plain ignorant.

james is ignorant. i dislike james.

things got heated to the point that i had to bail.

discussions continued on the calmest of levels over the last of my cigarettes on the front porch with michael.